unlucky begining

hi hi,
long time dint back to my blog...
this few days many things happen...
yesterday i go take "undang test" but i just get 40/50...
damn sad...
im so sad when i know im failed my "undang test"...
i think i too nervous when i sitting in the test...
nervous until i dont know wats the question asking...
when i quit the class i down until wants to cry but this few months i cant cry anymore...
hopefully today i passed my "undang test" with 44/50...
very happy...
but i very comfirm is i met a good guy...
but he dint love me...
im already bare my heart to him...
but i really dont want to fall in love before i get my future...
so i promise you...
i really will waiting for you...
please give me a chance to let you know i really really love you...
i know today i said something let you unhappy...
i will apologize and wait you after one month...
any requests that you hope i must do it...
i just want you feel happy when you meet me...
i will try my best to let you feel happiness...
i really will let you know i really love you...
i promise i will change all my personality,but i need your respond...
and thanks,you say you not really dint get feeling with me...
i will try my best to gain love...
and all my friends are you all still ok?