等待是我的选择

失去你不会是我的世界末日
没有等待又何来珍惜？
爱不一定要拥有
付出不一定要得到回报

爱不会是我的全部
可是遇见你
让我洗心革面
让我变得成熟
让我懂得思考
让我懂得珍惜

忍耐不代表承认
忍耐不代表接受
无言不代表默认

独立不代表不需要依靠
有依靠却不能成熟
人总是不知足
人总是很矛盾

“人生真的就像一场演不完的戏”
如今我才相信这句话
会不会太迟呢？？？

get my future...

today is white valentine,
many valentine was passed,
black valentine is more better for me...
actually single is more freedom,
but when i meet you i didn't think it anymore
when you become cool i will think if i didn't know what's love more better?
i don't want you call me choose another again,
i need a person that i really can give him my future,
i know you and me still need make effort for our study
but please don't let your decision become your conclusion
if really it will waste my time i never decide to wait
i hope you can really get my meaning
i already say i won't give up,don't stop me,ok?

today i get to register hair styling at APT,
hopefully and finally i not need stay at a damn working place
and i get my dreams...
i hope i will become a top hair stylist in Malaysia
after taking hair styling course i will taking make up course
i taking at Low Yat...
friends if you free come and visit me...

I'm Back!!!

halo...
long time dint update my blog already
this month many many things is happens
sad,happy,angry,crying
what is feeling?
i almost forget what i going to do anymore

at home...
mom and dad,
they scolding because of money
my brother and sister,
they seldom chat with me
i still remember have a day my brother wants to call me dont off line but he just write in a paper and show to me
so sad...

at office...
sometime my dad will scold me suddenly
hopefully the foreman dint bully me
but the alignment man damn shit always let me scold from the customers
no mood to working anymore
mom,you must fetch me to find academy as fast as well

friends...
i get lost many friends
i dont know why after form 5 all the pupils change a lot
really friend with me only the little bit (around ten or twenty)

love...
i dont know which one is your heart sound
last month you seem like give me chance
but this month you change a lot and a lot
why you must say i choose the guy is more better
then now i still love you im seriously
dont think again im a play girl
i will change and working harder
please dont call me think who will be my real man
and please tell me what's your feeling dont say again "nothing"

i have a friend say,
im think many things and worry too much
now i become more quiet and sadly not like the happy and smiling anymore
help me...
is that means i grow up?

haiz...
now i cant do anything
i just can "tahan"
and
take my driving license as fast as well
i worry i will failed

something will cause me lose then i must think it will gain my experience
something will cause me win then i must think i must work harder
i will waiting the day i become a success women...(>_<)