I'm Back!!!

halo...
long time dint update my blog already
this month many many things is happens
sad,happy,angry,crying
what is feeling?
i almost forget what i going to do anymore

at home...
mom and dad,
they scolding because of money
my brother and sister,
they seldom chat with me
i still remember have a day my brother wants to call me dont off line but he just write in a paper and show to me
so sad...

at office...
sometime my dad will scold me suddenly
hopefully the foreman dint bully me
but the alignment man damn shit always let me scold from the customers
no mood to working anymore
mom,you must fetch me to find academy as fast as well

friends...
i get lost many friends
i dont know why after form 5 all the pupils change a lot
really friend with me only the little bit (around ten or twenty)

love...
i dont know which one is your heart sound
last month you seem like give me chance
but this month you change a lot and a lot
why you must say i choose the guy is more better
then now i still love you im seriously
dont think again im a play girl
i will change and working harder
please dont call me think who will be my real man
and please tell me what's your feeling dont say again "nothing"

i have a friend say,
im think many things and worry too much
now i become more quiet and sadly not like the happy and smiling anymore
help me...
is that means i grow up?

haiz...
now i cant do anything
i just can "tahan"
and
take my driving license as fast as well
i worry i will failed

something will cause me lose then i must think it will gain my experience
something will cause me win then i must think i must work harder
i will waiting the day i become a success women...(>_<)